Monday, February 8, 2016

People might think autism leans toward meaning that we lack intelligence.  I'm actually probably smarter than most pretty girls my age.  Learning makes me happy.  Learning gave liked purpose to my previously pointless life.  Now pretty much all my perfect scores on tests is making my teachers and classmates see my potential. 

Autistics might behave strangely sometimes.  My biggest thing people might notice is how my really touchy temper can erupt into what people would see as uncontrollable screaming.  Presuming my lack of self control longs to hear people make negative comments would mean I'm doing it on purpose.  When I'm getting upset about something I can't control how I'm reacting.  It's like this monster inside of me uses my body for its pleasure.  I'm helpless.  Learning your triggers is important.  I have some things that can set me off.  One person really lately helps me.  Patience can overcome.  I'm really grateful that my mom is my biggest supporter.  Mom has patience galore.  Mr. B at school is also a meaningful help to me.  We autistics prefer people who are calming.

People treat me like part stupid, part monster.  Using my iPad to communicate has helped a lot of people to see me as someone worth listening to.  There are still people in my life that doubt that I'm really typing my thoughts and not being helped to say these words.  You likely will be sorry someday when I'm a famous autistic advocate who types on my own.  Reading my blog means nothing if you don't believe I wrote it.  My mom got the news to do a story on me.  It will help convince many, because they filmed my ability to type.

6 comments:

  1. You are amazing and are already inspiring people around the world. Keep talking, Kaylee, because we're listening!!!

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  2. There is much we can learn from you, Kaylie. You sharing your thoughts and insights challenges people's perceptions and beliefs about autism, and at the same time it frees you from the shackles of those beliefs. It's a win-win for everybody. Thank you for sharing. Love.

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  3. Love you Kaylie! Keep writing-you are amazing!

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  4. So inspiring! Thank you for sharing your thoughts Kaylie.

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  5. Kaylie, you don't remember me but I knew you when you were very little. You have come such a long way. You are a very intelligent girl. It's so wonderful to see you writing a blog, expressing your emotions in the easiest way that you can. I write a blog too. For me it keeps me sane. I have bipolar disorder and I understand about fits of rage that come out of nowhere. Don't ever let anyone tell you that you cannot do anything. You can do whatever you want in life. Autism won't stop you. You seem to be an amazing young girl who can do anything she wants.

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  6. Hi Kaylie, Really enjoy reading your thoughts. Its remarkable how far you have come in your communication. It must be so challenging to feel as though there is a monster that affects you inside. I think that seems like it might be a really good illustration of what it feels like to have autism. Look forward to the news story on you! You may be very smart and get wonderful grades, but you are certainly one of the pretty girls too! Love, Aunt Wendy

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